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I’m Ready!

Friday I was jumpy and fidgety and holy hell cray cray as some of you say (fine, as I say).  I needed a run desperately. Husband even called me mid-morning: You’re gonna go run, right?

Meh.  I wasn’t feeling it, which I can tell you is unusual.

Then, I thought of Husband and how he was bearing the brunt of my emotional nonsense and put on my shoes and headed out the door (not before I also put on my tiny zippy shorts and a shirt…gah!)

The day was spectacular.  The sun was out.  The temps were in the 60s and rising. The humidity was low.  No wind.  Gorgeous.

Still, I told myself I’d make it a short run, maybe three miles.  I was trudging, which again is unusual.

As is my nature, I prayed as I ran.  I keep a book of prayer requests, so the list was long and my run wasn’t.  Then…

As I finished my third mile, I was feeling better, my jacked up emotional insanity was abating, so I decided to go three more and finish strong. It was around mile four, as I was praying for FB, that I had this wonderful BAM! moment of clarity:

I’M READY!

Oh hey…what?

I’M READY!

For all my worry HERE, HERE and HERE, suddenly the ocean of get-over-yourself bum-rushed the rivers of doubt and overcame my pre-granny jitters.  Suddenly, my fears got an ass-kicking by my confidence.  Suddenly, I came back to my enthusiastic nature and said Adios! to all the whatifs in my head.

I’M READY!

Oh, Mrs. Tucker!

Man, what a relief.

 

 

 

 

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Grandma Kc

Sunday 3rd of February 2013

Love the picture -- you do look ready! You do have the backup batteries for all the cameras charged, right? You're going to need them!

Mrs. Tucker

Sunday 3rd of February 2013

Got 'em! Can't wait!

Joan Stommen

Sunday 3rd of February 2013

Woooohooo! Big step......best step! Keep us informed :) Great photo of you too !

Mrs. Tucker

Sunday 3rd of February 2013

Will do! (and thanks!)

froglipz

Saturday 2nd of February 2013

see? Told you it would come!

Mrs. Tucker

Saturday 2nd of February 2013

Yeppers!